2011 goal update

Final January total is 68, or 80% of my goal of 85. Not as good of performance as I would have hoped -- in one sense. I shared with you all that I wasn't feeling too hot, and that continued for a couple of days, depressing my daily total (though I did manage to escape the creepin' crud in the main).

On the upside, however, is that I think I now have at least anecdotal evidence that if you use it, you don't lose it. Despite masturbating to orgasm 68 times in the month, my desire is at an all-time high. In fact, I'm developing spontaneous erections like I'm in the 7th grade again. I'm finding I can masturbate to stimuli that just wouldn't have done it for me before, and though I have used porn and talking with other masturbators quite frequently, I have also had several very intense sessions with no external stimuli whatsoever.

Finally, today brought the first open, public, ejaculation of the year. I had made two previous trips to the venue of choice, but was unable to follow through, both times on account of patrons who couldn't understand that I wanted to jack it out myself, not have them fondle me or blow me, nor did I want to blow them. [I'll post on my thoughts of grabbing a guy by the shoulders and trying to force him down to this knees some other time.] Today, however, with the impending blizzard (and 30 minutes to kill), the mood was perfect. Only one other customer and the bartender, great porn vid playing, bottle of water in my hand, pants at my ankles, and 20 minutes of staring at the tiny screen and openly grunting brought forth a nice wad. It's great to be back.

February brings a goal of just 77, owing to the number of days in the month. The month will begin poorly, however, as a blizzard is expected to come through, meaning I'll be trapped at home without the ability to focus on the task at hand. Middle of the month is good, however, as at least 8 nights on the road away from home will mean significant opportunity to overachieve. What's more, two of those days are basically half days, which means that I'll have large swaths of time, in a nice, comfy hotel room to achieve some new records. I'm getting close to retiring another fleshlight, and 3 nights in a hotel filling it about 4 times per day should give it just the send off it needs. I'm eager for a speed bump model, and perhaps I'll be able to order one to have delivered to another hotel in March.

Happy bating.

Update -- not feeling too hot

And I think the masturbation might have something to do with it. Not too much, mind you, but too little!

I had a trip with some down time, and I managed to get 15 session in over 3.5 days. Felt great. Then a travel day where I dropped down to my first day of zero masturbation in 2011. Dove right back into work, then had to drive out of town (3.5 hours), quick overnight (2 jacks) and then drive back home, to one quickie. So I rapidly took my body from a frequency of nearing 5 per day down to a zero, and then did 2 in a row combined with 7 hours in the car.

Goal here is to jack it out, get the bod back into a cycle (I think 3 should do it) and then I'll be good to go. More soon.

Load 47 of 2011

Currently working on #47, amazed at how I'm feeling about my cock. I'd have thought all these orgasms would have depressed my libido, but the opposite effect is happening. And I'm prouder than ever to be a masturbator.

Update

Only 2 yesterday, but over 5 hours worth. Plus, I had 6 bona fide orgasms in the second round.

Bate with me!

Day off -- one bate down, probably 3 or 4 to go.

in fact, I think I'll do another one right now!

unexpected evening alone.

got the whole night to bate. gonna take all the great advice and shoot for 4 tonight to get the average back up.

projecting to the end of january

i just completed a masturbation projection through the end of the month. I believe I can masturbate 49 more times in January for a total of 76, or 89% of the original goal of 85. If anyone has any ideas for me, i'd love to hear them.

Goals update

Here it is the morning of the 11th of January, and I've masturbated 22 times in 2011 already.

It's a real kick to be keeping track like this. It has me much more focused on being a masturbator.

Yesterday also marked the first public bate of the year, as well as the first discussion with a stranger about being a masturbator.

goal progress

Calculated that I need 4 sessions today, and 5 each on Saturday and Sunday to get back on track. It's going to be difficult, but I"m going to give it the old college try!

update on the 1000 cums in 2011

I've built a spreadsheet to track my progress on my 1,000 cums in 2011. As of 1/5, I'm at 9, or 11% of the month goal of 85. I think this is going to be harder than I thought. i need to run a couple days at the rate of 5 here in the first week to catch up.

But since one of my reasons for doing this is to tap into my ejaculation response more closely, having the goal is critical.

Love to get your advice on this.

More good stuff.