Monday, June 14, 2010

Crossing Over

Yesterday was a total bate-down. Popped the first wad after 2.5 hours on the edge on cam. Early evening found me with a new bate bud, in total male bonding mode. 4 hours, two ejaculations each, some time on a double-headed dong (but alas, no time with his size 16 feet) left me feeling pretty satisfied. Back at home, the urge came once more.

I think that fourth session ranks as one of the best ever. I easily experienced 8 individual dry orgasms before producing a load I wouldn't have thought possible given the rest of the day's activities. What was really interesting about it, however, was that I was alone, in my bed, no computer, no porn, no pictures, no nothing.

It occurred to me then that it's possible that my fourth session was what real masturbation is all about. Focused intently on the sensations coming from my penis, I couldn't help but think that, during that time, I wasn't jacking off, I wasn't beating my meat, I wasn't crazed with hunger for a cum, I wasn't even just masturbating. I was making love to my penis. What a revelation!

So it brings a question: was that possible because I had satisfied all my carnal desires, and I could concentrate on just being with my dick? I think that might be the case.

I'd love to hear from the followers if this has happened to them, too. Because I'd give up every shared bate in the future to have that feeling again.

1 comment:

  1. I see what you are saying about that 4th session. For me though, that last session only happens -after- a really hot shared encounter. Having good sex almost always makes me want to jack off again afterward, and you're right - no porn or anything else needed.

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