what I'm going to bate to tonight

One down, ?? to go

Many of you know that I like to set goals in my bate. This was one of those weeks - I set a goal of 20 ejaculations. I'm going to fail.

The week started good -- 4 nice ones on Sunday last. I ended Thursday at 13, which is where the wheels fell off. Friday yielded nothing, and Saturday only a three-minute quickie. I have to say that the three-minute quickie was pretty fun. It's been forever since I've masturbated for less than an hour in session. It was exciting, and I recommend that all edgers think about doing a fast session from time to time.

Which brings us to today. Only one down. That means 5 to go to make my goal. Going to eat something now, and see how far I can get.

The bad part is that the next few weeks will offer precious few opportunities for deep masturbation on account of traveling with the family and hosting house guests. That means that I'm looking at the middle of July before I'm back in the saddle as I want to be.

Hearing it

I've mentioned the jack-off rooms at my gym before. I think the original intent was to be able to lie down after a massage or a hard workout, but it's been my contention that mostly they're used to masturbate.

That was certainly the case today. I went to relieve some stress -- no edging today -- and got the lights out, etc., when, to my great surprise, I heard very open moaning, panting, gasping, etc., that could not be mistaken.

Needless to say this was one of the quickest blasts I've had in a long time -- hearing him made me cum within about 4 minutes!

Crossing Over

Yesterday was a total bate-down. Popped the first wad after 2.5 hours on the edge on cam. Early evening found me with a new bate bud, in total male bonding mode. 4 hours, two ejaculations each, some time on a double-headed dong (but alas, no time with his size 16 feet) left me feeling pretty satisfied. Back at home, the urge came once more.

I think that fourth session ranks as one of the best ever. I easily experienced 8 individual dry orgasms before producing a load I wouldn't have thought possible given the rest of the day's activities. What was really interesting about it, however, was that I was alone, in my bed, no computer, no porn, no pictures, no nothing.

It occurred to me then that it's possible that my fourth session was what real masturbation is all about. Focused intently on the sensations coming from my penis, I couldn't help but think that, during that time, I wasn't jacking off, I wasn't beating my meat, I wasn't crazed with hunger for a cum, I wasn't even just masturbating. I was making love to my penis. What a revelation!

So it brings a question: was that possible because I had satisfied all my carnal desires, and I could concentrate on just being with my dick? I think that might be the case.

I'd love to hear from the followers if this has happened to them, too. Because I'd give up every shared bate in the future to have that feeling again.

Sorry I've not been so good about posting things. I'll try to get better.