My neighbor has moved

I suppose I'm happy for him, selling his house in such a difficult market, though sad for me.

It has been interesting. Perhaps it was the artificial end date that allowed him to expose himself in a way he never had before. Perhaps knowing he was leaving let him do what he really wanted to. What I got to witness was a man making unabashed love to his penis, letting it fill him with awe and wonder, and allowing his cock to become, for just a moment, the complete center of his universe.

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Trying a new lube

There's always something exciting about trying out a new lube. Bought some Astroglide gel tonight -- looking forward to seeing how it does!

About a month ago I went to my local supplier, and had a long conversation with the clerk about the best lubes for endurance masturbation. Well, obviously this guy wasn't a longterm masturbator -- his recommendation was crap!

I'm bored with Albolene -- I know many in the edging community swear by it -- and while it's definately good, I've been liking the smoother feel of the long-lasting water based lubes.

More soon....

I really want to find a coach

I may have written about this before, but I'd really like to find another local masturbation expert who I can work with to improve my technique. While I think that by and large I would fall into the expert category myself, one can always improve, right?

Over time, things change. Sometimes when I'm masturbating, I find that I'm totally relaxed, particularly through the pelvic floor and through the anus, while other times I find that I"m tense. As orgasm and ejaculation approach, sometimes I'm clamping down on my muscles, as though holding back wild horses, while other (and frankly, more satisfying) times, I'm loose, and feel as though all my "plumbing" is fully open to the release.

Now, all of these sensations have their place -- and I'm glad that each session is different. What I lack is some control. I want to develop more the ability to set the direction of my masturbation and execute on my plan.

Take last night, for instance. It was very enjoyable -- well lubricated, legs wide, but the muscles surrounding the base of my penis, through the perineum and up to and including the anus were very tight -- taut, in fact. Try though I might, I couldn't really relax them, and there was a definite impact on my orgasm and ejaculation. Here's a case where I want to hone my skills so I can will myself to relax and accept the orgasm without any fight.

I'd be interested to hear from you, if you have any techniques that you think might help.

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